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Background Info:Elizabeth
is being interviewed by two police officers. She has just confessed
to murdering 6 girls.
You want to know, I suppose, what turns a nice
little girl like me into a cold blooded murderer. You want the
truth? You want to know why I did it? Why I killed all those girls?
It’s because I like it. I don't expect you to understand what it’s
like. You have no idea. To hold someone’s life in your hands. To be
in control.
There’s always that moment of acknowledgement
between a killer and their victim. That instant when she realizes
your power, and she looks at you and you look at her, and she pleads
with her eyes. She begs for mercy, for her life. And you have a
split second to decide: To save her, well that’s great. You could
give her her life back, give her back to her family and friends, the
people that love her. But to kill her... That’s something different.
To remove her from this earth, to take away the thing that most
value above all: Her life. Now that’s real power. None of these
girls deserved their lives. Look at them! The musician, the actor,
the writer, the dancer, the artist, the model. None of them
appreciated what they had. They were the best. And that meant
nothing to them. I’ve never been the best. Always smart, but never
the smartest. Pretty, but never the prettiest. Talented, but never
the most talented. But despite all this, I always thought I was
special. I thought there was something inside me, lurking within,
that would make me great. I’ve never been content with the idea of
simply living my life, dieing, and being forgotten. That’s just not
me. I want to be remembered for my achievements. And I will be,
won't I? sure, you're disgusted by what I’ve done. You're horrified,
you think I'm a monster. But I can guarantee that you're not going
to go home to your boring lives and just forget me. Oh no. I'm
willing to bet I'll be on your mind for quite some time.
I used to think I could find other ways to be
recognized. I wanted to be famous for a while. But then I realized
how stupid that is. People would want to be me, without really
knowing what that means. Then I thought of being a lawyer... Me! I
thought, ‘if I save lives, people will worship me.’ But I realized,
not long ago now, not long before I killed for the first time, that
saving people isn't enough. I could save the lives of one hundred
people, and they would be grateful, and so would their families and
friends. But what about everyone else? They'd see me on the news and
think, ‘Huh. That’s nice.’ Then change the channel to something
else. But what if I killed just one person . and not just kill them,
brutally murder them. With my bare hands, staring them right in the
eye. Not for revenge, not for personal gain, because I like killing.
People would pay attention then. The whole world would stop, with me
in the center. Everyone looking at me.
And I know what you're all thinking. I can see the looks on your
faces. You think I'm just an attention seeking little kid, but I'm
not. I just want someone to notice me. All my life I’ve stayed in
the background. There’s always been that one student who gets better
marks than me, That one teacher who makes me feel stupid, that one
friend who always shuts me down, that one parent who’s not
interested, that one sibling who overshadows my achievements with
theirs. And nobody even cares. I just want you to think. And don't
act like this doesn't apply to you, sergeant, cause it does. You're
just the sort to do it. You've done it to me... Next time you're
going to put someone down, point out their faults, make them feel
stupid, be-little them, think about me, then think about them, and
what they could do to you. How much would you respect them if they
had their hands around your neck, and they had the choice: To
release their grip on your throat, or to just keep pressing. Think
about it.
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